Category: thoughts

  • corona, corona

    how are you? i am full. full of grief. full of anxious thoughts. i am so in my head, every day. i want to know who i’m supposed to be right now. how to know i matter. i want to know how this “ends”, as if there’s an end. there is no end. this is…

  • friendships & familiars

    i believe labels should *start* conversations, not *replace* them. this is not a “True” framework, it is simply an example of being creative to get around a problem i noticed in my own life and mind. the problem is: i notice myself bumping up against the limitations of the simplified “acquaintance <-> friend” spectrum. other…

  • do i work to eat?

    is the time i spend at work purely to maintain my own survival as a body that requires food? or have i moved a step (or three) upward on the hierarchy of needs? can i see a surplus in my life? the true answer leads to a painful question: what is the best use of…